Breaking Dawn :)

The time has finally come! Breaking Dawn! As you can see my life is not that eventful I only blog during the boating months and when twilight comes out haha. Me and all my work friends from the greenery went and had a blast. Its so fun to just have one night to go in fantasy land. I loved the movie! This was my least favorite book out of all of them but I really did enjoy the movie. Whats not to love than all the kissing, jacob finally becoming happy, and bella becoming a vampire??? Finally!

Goodbye Summer....

All I can say is that this summer went by way fast!!! I love the heat and the sun and hate any type of cold or wet weather. Even though fall is beginning and summer is gone it is still exciting because that means my time at Weber State is almost done! This summer was great. I enjoyed some great trips like, Vegas, Bear Lake, Lake Blaine, and fishing! Here are some pictures.
This was my first time actually participating in fishing. Growing up I would go with my dad but never actually fished. It was OK... I liked being in the sun and relaxing but there is no way I could hurt a fish. NO waaaay.

Family

Well hello again my long lost blog! I kinda feel like blogs are lame for me to have because I'm not a mom/wife. But it is now summertime and I have some extra time on my hands so I will try harder to blog and put up pictures of the great experiences and people in my life. Lately I have thought a lot about family. I am the youngest and I am still living at home. I am such a family person. I hate change and I miss the days of having my whole family being home together. We sure did have a lot of fun growing up. So i decided to do a blog post dedicated to my family. We are all so different in many ways! But at the same time have many of the same characterisitcs. In my family I have my Mother (Mary Ann) My father (Scott) My sister(29) Chelsey, her husband Mark. Her three boys, Bryant, Carter, and Garret. My brother Jordan (28) his former wife Jennie who I will always consider a part of the family, and their two boys, Tytan and Korver. Then I have my brother Jeremy(26), his wife Jenna, and their daughter Londyn. Then there is just me and dog Toby! I have a great family and am thankful to have them. I truly do know that families can be together forever.

I have truly been blessed with a great family..

Heres to my dad..

This time of year in April I have many memories that come back to me... Its almost been two years since I lost my dad. I lost my dad on April 17 , 2009. I can't believe how time has flied and that I actually lived through it and dealt with it. The last memories of my dad are easter and conference time. This is what is bringing me to do this post on a saturday night. I'm just very sad and I miss him. I have been having these moments a lot lately and right now I just feel like writing it down. I don't get to talk about it much because many of my siblings don't because they get too sad. I am the type of person that loves to talk about my feelings .. I feel lately that I haven't talked about my dad enough. I get anxiety that people are forgetting about him. I want a dad.. I want my dad back. At work I see families come in everyday. Or daughters with there dads. It makes me think of him and just want my life to go back to normal how it was two years ago. I feel like the reality of things has start to hit my family. My whole family relied on him. Everyday I sit and talk to him either in my head or sit in my room and say my prayers and talk to him. I still have never felt his presence. I know that I haven't because my faith is being tested now more than ever. Lately my life has been pretty stressful. I just want to be able to tell my dad that even though he is not here I always think about you. I know that I am the luckiest person in the world to have a dad like you. I am sorry for letting you down.. But I will keep my promises. I will make you proud. Even though I am sad, mad , and miss you ,just know that I am happy that you are happy! I know that you are in a wonderful place. You are where you need to be. You are with heavenly father doing amazing work. I hope your listening when the family gets together and we make jokes about you. And makes jokes about things you did. Your presence is still in our home even after two years. Mom tells me that I am like you! Which makes me so happy. I love you dad. I miss you. I need you in my life right now to make me happy.. But I just know that the day we meet again will be the best moment ever.