Family

Well hello again my long lost blog! I kinda feel like blogs are lame for me to have because I'm not a mom/wife. But it is now summertime and I have some extra time on my hands so I will try harder to blog and put up pictures of the great experiences and people in my life. Lately I have thought a lot about family. I am the youngest and I am still living at home. I am such a family person. I hate change and I miss the days of having my whole family being home together. We sure did have a lot of fun growing up. So i decided to do a blog post dedicated to my family. We are all so different in many ways! But at the same time have many of the same characterisitcs. In my family I have my Mother (Mary Ann) My father (Scott) My sister(29) Chelsey, her husband Mark. Her three boys, Bryant, Carter, and Garret. My brother Jordan (28) his former wife Jennie who I will always consider a part of the family, and their two boys, Tytan and Korver. Then I have my brother Jeremy(26), his wife Jenna, and their daughter Londyn. Then there is just me and dog Toby! I have a great family and am thankful to have them. I truly do know that families can be together forever.

I have truly been blessed with a great family..

Heres to my dad..

This time of year in April I have many memories that come back to me... Its almost been two years since I lost my dad. I lost my dad on April 17 , 2009. I can't believe how time has flied and that I actually lived through it and dealt with it. The last memories of my dad are easter and conference time. This is what is bringing me to do this post on a saturday night. I'm just very sad and I miss him. I have been having these moments a lot lately and right now I just feel like writing it down. I don't get to talk about it much because many of my siblings don't because they get too sad. I am the type of person that loves to talk about my feelings .. I feel lately that I haven't talked about my dad enough. I get anxiety that people are forgetting about him. I want a dad.. I want my dad back. At work I see families come in everyday. Or daughters with there dads. It makes me think of him and just want my life to go back to normal how it was two years ago. I feel like the reality of things has start to hit my family. My whole family relied on him. Everyday I sit and talk to him either in my head or sit in my room and say my prayers and talk to him. I still have never felt his presence. I know that I haven't because my faith is being tested now more than ever. Lately my life has been pretty stressful. I just want to be able to tell my dad that even though he is not here I always think about you. I know that I am the luckiest person in the world to have a dad like you. I am sorry for letting you down.. But I will keep my promises. I will make you proud. Even though I am sad, mad , and miss you ,just know that I am happy that you are happy! I know that you are in a wonderful place. You are where you need to be. You are with heavenly father doing amazing work. I hope your listening when the family gets together and we make jokes about you. And makes jokes about things you did. Your presence is still in our home even after two years. Mom tells me that I am like you! Which makes me so happy. I love you dad. I miss you. I need you in my life right now to make me happy.. But I just know that the day we meet again will be the best moment ever.

Hazen, "Lil Fella"

On Friday night we had to put our family dog Hazen to sleep. It was probably one of the worst things ever. Hazen was 15 years old and ws born when I was in 3rd grade which was a really long time ago. He was a part of the family and we loved and shared so many memories with him. The hardest part of losing Hazen is that he is my dads dog. He loved my dad but now I truly believe he is with him and healthy again. Here are some pics of our cute Hazen.

I miss you Hazen and I hope you love wherever you are now. I will see you again. Love ya lil fella...

Most Beautiful Place in the world!

For our Family vacation this year we got to go to Beautiful Lake Blaine in Kalispell Montana! It is a Private lake with million dollar cabins all around it. We were lucky enough to stay at my uncle Brices cabin for a whole week with my whole entire Family! My whole life I have visited this place every year buut it has been a few years so I was really excited to go. We layed out and skiied all week long! Oh and I can't forget eating all week! This is truly the closest place to heaven on earth.

I mastered the one ski this year! Soooo much fun!

Here is Trevor thinking he is all pro! What ev haha

Just Hangin out waiting for the boat to come back!

Such a cute picture of my whole fam on our one tube my mom bought!

Swimming in the middle is the Best!

Wow! What a cheeser!

Trev doing back flips off the dock!

And Falling Ha My bro Jordan and Tytan!

Little Carter

Jord, Jenna, and Jeremy on the tube with Londyn

Beautiful Lake Blaine..... I miss you! See you next year!

I figured I should do a little post in behalf of Trevor and his wonderful family in remembrance of Shae. It's been a year since she passed away. It is crazy how fast time flies and how much your lives can change in one year. in one year I lost my dad and Trevor lost his older sister. Life is hard and is not fair. But that is what its supposed to be. Heavenly father never said it would be easy he only said it would be worth it. So I just wanted to write a post remembering Shae. What I remember most is her fun personality and how big of a goal getter she was. Something would stick in her mind and she would go right after it. I don't have any pictures of Shae on my comp so I will just post one of her little girl Bella who we all love so much and can't wait until she can be with us.

Every twilight movie that comes out all the girls from my work get together and go. I'm not gonna lie I really am a Twi-hard. We had a lot of fun and I am so not ready to wait a year and a half for the next one! Eclipse was my favorite of all of them. waiting very very patiently for the freaking Movie to start!

Megan and Jennie

Ash, Sarah, Jerrica, and Cassie waiting for the Movie.

This is me and Megan with our t- shirts. As you can tell she is rooting for Bella and Edward and I am rooting for Bella and Jacob. Looks like she won.

Hello!!! So I haven't blogged for about a year now just cause its hard to find time with school and everything but since its summer time I have some extra time! So here is how my summer started. I went to one of my most favorite places on earth, Disneyland!!!! When I was little I didn't really like it that much but as you get older its so much funner! I went with Trevors family and we had so much fun. Soooooooooooooo Magical! The princesses castle!

We were lucky to be able to take Trevors niece Bella. She loves Tinker bell!

Only one bad thing about Disneyland.... Lines.............. Boo

This is us with our cool glasses for a Bugs life. Oh and you can't forget Trevors Obama T shirt. I was so made he wore that! Ecspecially in California!

This is me and Trevors dad, Bella, Pluto, and his cousin Whitney!